You have consumed me again. Why is it that you have the power to make me feel like a better person just for knowing you? I cannot help but wish to be more. I want you to find in me, all the things I find in you. You make me feel at home. I just wish that I would be as important to you. There is nothing I can say to you. No words can express how much I need you in my life. I don't know how I survived before, and I don't know how I will survive if you leave. You are everything to me. Its pathetic how much of my time is spent thinking of you.
It sounds stupid. How can I need another person so much. Somehow you make my entire world. It sounds like some school kid crush, but its nothing of the sort. You just make my life better. I have always needed a friend like you, and finally, I found one. Its beginning to become like some sort of scary obsession. It isn't healthy to need someone so much. Maybe its just a reflection of how lonely my life has been so far. For now, however, it is just fine. You are around, and things are okay.
Thanks for that.
